Yes, I’m alive

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Sorry I haven’t had the energy to post anything on Vladville. I’m OK, everything is OK, life is good, etc. I’ll be posting new stuff this week.

IMG_5475If you really must know, I’ve been really depressed for the past two weeks. I don’t know if “depression” is the right term for it, it’s just that I’ve been working on a project that I endearingly call “Leaking Shit Fountain” and as soon as I plug one leak, shit starts coming out of 5 other cracks. I’m working on something that is not my strong area, I’m the only one that can do it and I have nobody else I can delegate it to and I’m literally reconciling years worth of shit that has piled on since. Making matters worse, I can’t really blame the person that buried me in all this shit because it’s ultimately my responsibility to manage the product and the image we put out there and well, I trusted the wrong person who was incapable of doing the job and that’s my bad. Every day I wake up I am further away from being done, every time I get one thing addressed few more issues pop up and the incredible volume of stupidity that I have to deal with makes me stop, think, lose focus and get set back even further. It’s really a miserable situation that continues to kick me in the balls and I have no way of doing anything constructive but to lower my head and continue working until I’ve addressed all the leaking cracks in the fountain.

So everything is OK, just feeling defeated and trying to fix my past mistakes.

I’ll be back.